Believe

Upset. Worried. Anxious. So many feelings. So alone. Seems like after my JC days, everything seems to be in a mess. Lost my confidence in maths, physics, blahhh, cant stand looking at them for more than 1 hr without listening to music or look at some photos. But, 24days to my 1st paper.

"Believe. You must believe," says the still voice inside.

Yesterday, i boldly wrote down what i wanted for my life, my future. And its freaking impossible to achieve through natural means. I wrote that I wanted to go to Arts, Design and Media school. But if i really believe, i believe that will come true through supernatural means. (btw i fell in love with the adm library almost instanteously)

Life is so confusing. What i want vs what i could do with what i have. Man, so PEK CEK!