Destiny

I just saw a secondary school mate on the MRT today. Chatted from outram park all the way to sengkang, and i found out that he actually have been staying a few blocks from me all these years. In my opinion, he was one of the super duper students who got super duper excellent results in school. In terms of the similar subjects that we took, he was always at least on par or better than i was, and certainly scored well in exams.

At the start of today, I told myself its going to be a good day. I keep confessing this and i just felt the still voice telling me that today will be special. Indeed it is. I felt that the main reason why i had felt so lousy was that i was filled with negative thoughts. To me it was pretty illogical to say its fine when its visually not.

Faith is the evidence of things unseen; things hope for. The only way to prevent God's blessing upon my life is to not believe i will be blessed. Only i can restrict my future, my destiny. Hence, i say now to the mountain to be cast upon the sea. I can and I will succeed, because He is with me.

These few days, I began to see more clearly why i placed in NTU and not elsewhere, despite my humble beginnings and repeated failures. Couldnt have made it here without Him. I must believe i can continue, and let my life be an inspiration to those who had known me all these years.

I CAN DO IT!